Monday, October 30, 2006
i feel so not useful nowadays. hai.
sorry for not asking earlier what's wrong wif you.
sorry for not bothering to find out what's wrong with you.
sorry for not daring to ask the veri simple qns:"what's wrong?"
sorry for not being the first one there.
sorry for being a coward.
sorry for everything everything everything.
i'm such a coward. =(
sometimes.. i miss the laughter times. the carefree and problem-less times. i wish they would come back. truly. not just ppl facading in front of me.
how i wish so. i wish i could understand econs and pacc easily. i wish the lecturer would not go so fast till i cant understand.
you're the reason ;
9:31 PM
Friday, October 27, 2006
hmm. took genes and you de quiz todae. it was so difficult. all test on those examples which i nv go and study. -.- kaiyin: i think we got different papers lor. mine i think is set by our teacher. =(
i onli hope can pass. =( and what's worse. is it's 30%. =(
todae. took mrt alone. and things always happen when i take mrt home back alone. i was thinking about the quiz while taking the mrt. den at the jurong interchange there, mrt come le. den there was this old lady. she suddenly walked over to me. but i nv see her coz i was thinking abt the quiz mah. den she nv say ''excuse me'' or ''xiao jie''. she just started asking how to go somewhere. which i dun understand at first. she was speaking in cantonese!! i dun understand AT ALL!!. den she forgot the place she wanted to go and she kept saying this place called called.. kept pausing.
the mrt door going to close le and she still thinking abt the place she wan to go. i was like trying to go into the mrt lor. den nvm. so finally. she remembered the place is LOT 1. in my mind. i knew it's in cck. and she should be taking the same direction as me. but den. dunno what happened to me. i confused it wif clementi and i pointed sae it's the direction to pasir ris. den the old lady say ''no lah. not there!!'' i was trying to get my mind back when she suddenly rushed into the mrt. nv thank me lor. i mean. ok lah. i noe i told u the wrong direction. but u should have thanked me first de wad. den i went into the mrt too. den the old lady asked another lady. den the lady told her is to take this direction de. den the old lady turned ard and said to me quite loud. ''aiya. u dunno lah.'' i was so diu lian lor. =( she must have tot i purposely told her the wrong directions. i mean, wat for i tell u the wrong direction??
haii. bad day. =( hope nth happens when i go home alone next time. so scary. haii. long post. sorry and thanks for reading. =)
you're the reason ;
11:47 PM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Capricorn
Turn ons
Capricorn are strong and dependable hence if you want to put your money on anyone it is of course this zodiac sign no matter how many difficulties (that incidentally are many) The goat has to undertake to achieve the goals. They are practical and conservative in their outlook and they expect you to blend in their color. They set certain standards for themselves in their life and they will always try to maintain those standards. For them social status and image is very important in life.
Turn offs
Do not expect a Capricorn mate to open their heart and pour everything to you. They are very secretive and reserved people. They are very thorough in all their affairs and hate any kind of sloppiness. Capricorn is very tightfisted and economical. Do not expect lavish gifts from them and if they do give you any gift (that is very rare) it will have some practical use (no romance please) but that does not mean you will be deprived of anything on the contrary you will be well provided.
you're the reason ;
11:55 PM
Monday, October 23, 2006
todae was a laughing day. haha. nothing much happen and none of us diu lian todae. so RARE!! haha. anw. todae. dear AH ZHU gave me a pair of earrings which she DIY-ed herself de. =) i guess is coz she loves me too much le. haha. so touched. THANKS FOR THE EARRINGS. i like it veri much. =)
didn't manage to draw a smiley face on ah zhu lecture notes. nvm. shall try till i succeed. haha. didn't understand econs lecture todae. =( was trying to figure it out just now. but still got some parts dun understand. hai.
tomolo no sch and i tot no need to see mila for one week. BUT there's a make-up lesson on thurs and we onli have like 1/2 hour for lunch and it's during the peak hours. =( it's getting busier these few weeks.
you're the reason ;
11:19 PM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
weixin says i nv update so here i am. hai. got nothing to blog abt leh. just a few fei(4) hua(4) ba. changed my blog skin. dunno what happened to the previous one. cant see the pic de. so i changed to this. a korean series--GONG. one of my fav. shows. =) in fact. i dun really hate the korean shows i've watched before.
tomolo itab quiz. dunno will test what. but i hope it will not be that difficult. there are supposed to be revision ppt on the BB. but dunno why cant go in. hmm.
sometimes. i find it really stupid when ppl give up their dreams because of something trival. that something might be something that everyone else in the whole wide world faces. so it's not just you alone. but dreams.. if u dun realise it. it'll be ur own loss. in the end. the one to lose out will be you. so chase ur dreams. =)
you're the reason ;
9:24 PM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
had been busy these few days. so no time to blog. tomolo is spss de test. hmm. this morning was meeting ah diu den got this station master he was asking us where we going. den we told him we going to sch. he was asking us where. so we said SP. he was like surprised and said we looked more like sec. sch students. haha.
sometimes. we thought everything had fallen nicely into place like a completed jigsaw puzzle. but as time goes by. we find out that actually some pieces do not fit at all. and it's always at that time that we begun to think abt ppl we didn't cherish in the past and wish they would come back to us like a boomerang thou we noe they are gone and will come back no more. it's onli at that time that we start to close ourself up. not willing to face reality.
you're the reason ;
11:09 PM
Monday, October 16, 2006
hmm. todae wasn't a veri nice day to begin wif. haha. something happened and ah zhu laughed so loudly i think everyone on the streets heard it and knew wat happened lor. haha.
anw. there was a spot check during econs lecture todae. ah mel's fren got caught even thou her shoes got a strap behind. haii. a bit stupid leh.
haha. allen tomolo semi finals. good luck!! =0 i going sleep le. nites.
you're the reason ;
10:48 PM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
backtrack to tues:
hmm. went bowling during our break. and it was so embarassing. lol. while we were walking to the guilds house. weixin was like shouting "AH CHAR"!! dunno wat made her shout that out. den there were a few guys there training. den they copied weixin lor. kept echoing wat she said. lol. so dui lian. after that. went bowling. when it was my turn. took the bowling de ball. den walk towards the lane. den while i was preparing to roll it towards the pins. the ball DROPPED onto the floor. and the funny thing was--mel also dropped the ball before me. and i was laughing at her. haha. next time cannot laugh at ppl. den everyone was like looking over. so dui lian that i wished i could dig a hole and hide myself in it. =(
come back to todae:
me and mel were like trying to trick each other that there was lizards, cockroaches on the walls or floors while walking towards SB. haha. and we were trying to trick weixin that mel was angry at her. so i was telling weixin over the phone that mel de face veri black and i ask her come to clsrm quickly. den weixin say "ok. i'll come and comfort her." haha. me n mel were laughing. haha. but the plan foiled coz when mel saw weixin. she laughed it out. everything was blown. so much for my acting. haha.
had mob first pbl todae. something to do wif what is the most imp. thing we would rank if we are trapped in a winter place. haha. and our grp's ans VERI different from the expert's one. haha.
you're the reason ;
9:12 PM
Saturday, October 07, 2006
i was told yesterday during GEMS that i can transfer to the wed class at T16 if i wan coz there are some ppl from that class who wan to transfer over to our class. so we can exchange wif them. which means i dun have to walk so far every fri and i can be in the same class as ky le!! =)
anw. yesterday was released early for GEMS coz the teacher was only teaching the main pts. den he ask us go home read the notes at BB. so we were realesed one hr early. den i went to meet yiqi at amk to pass her something. on the mrt. 2 things happened.
1st incident:
there was this 50+ yrs man sitting on the seat. den there was a malay lady wif her small daughter carrying a luggage. den suddenly when the mrt jerked. the luggage fell forward and the handle of the luggage hit the old man on his leg. i tot the old man would like smile and say nvm. BUT. the old man said "WA LAO" quite loud and bu shuang. den the malay lady was like "sorrry uncle. really veri sorry." den the man nv respond to her. onli kept rubbing his leg. den thruout the whole journey. frm abt queenstown to outram. the man was like showing how painful his leg is. and he even stood up and tried to see if he can walk. the poor malay lady was like kept apologising. she even offered to take the old man to see doc. but he didn't wan. she even wanted to give him her name card. but he also dun wan.
i feel that the old man is quite exaggerated. mayb it's painful but it cant be that painful that u have to show it all the way frm queenstown to outram. and he was having a face of bu shuang. kept looking at the malay lady. but she already apologised a lot of times le leh. and she even offered to take him to the doc. if dun wan her offer, den dun keep looking at her angrily or show that u're veri painful. it's like trying to gain others' pity.
2nd incident:
at one stop. mum daughter and son boarded the train. den the mum and daughter hold the pole. while the son was trying to go further into the mrt. den the mum shouted loudly "COME BACK HERE HOLD QUICK!!" i could even hear it thou i was listening to my mp3 lor. den after that. the mum was sitting down and the daughter was like leaning against the glass pane. den the son was trying to go to the door and looked out. den the mum quickly ask her daughter to hold his bro back. but the prob. is the son is veri big le lor. abt pri.5 le. k lah. mayb pri.5 not veri big but big enough to look after himself le mah. haha. feel that the mum too protective and is veri not fair. onli care abt son no care abt daughter.
den i alighted at amk. den i saw hui jia. haha. but we didn't talk a lot. she was holding her liuqin. veri heavy so she had to go into the mrt first ba. haha. den before my GEMS. i saw minting. her form teacher treated the whole cls to the superstar musical. so good. den met yiqi. wanted to talk longer. but there was a man besides who kept listening to wat we saying. so onli exchanged some words den go hm le.
you're the reason ;
11:42 AM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
haii. didn't had a veri good day todae. my mood was still quite colourful when i left house this morning. but when i got to sch. hmm. felt tired. haii. not much of a laughter todae.
anw. i bit my tongue while having lunch wif jh yesterday. it bleed. and i had to put an ice on my tongue to stop it frm bleeding. and now. it's painful whenever i eat something. siann. =(
to ah ***-- "no need to feel bad telling us what u feel. coz if u dun tell us. we'll feel even sadder. it's onli when u tell us den we can help u share ur probs and u'll probably feel better. we'll feel better as well. no need to keep ur probs to urself coz u say i nv confide in you de. it's coz i dun really hav much probs. and i also have some ways to vent my frustrations on. stay happy!!"
you're the reason ;
9:35 PM
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
sometimes. it's so helpless to see ur closed ones sad, but u dunno what's wrong wif them. i hate the feeling. hmm. i really feel that it's imp to be true, or rather, open wif ur frens sometimes. if not they wouldn't really noe what's wrong n u cant blame them for not empathising wif u.
haii. suddenly. i feel like i'm so useless, senseless. =(
you're the reason ;
11:05 PM
