Saturday, March 31, 2007
not a veri nice day for me. hmm. dunno why also. mayb coz it's raining almost the whole day and i really hate rainy days. rainy days makes my mood feel down. was supposed to go wild wild wet de. but coz some probs, so cant go. but it's ok coz it's raining so heavily. go le also no use.
thought abt a lot of things todae. all the more makes my mood down.
sometimes, i find that ppl who dare to pen down their thoughts, problems and feelings on their blogs openly veri brave. coz i'll nv be able to do it.
hmm. sometimes, i really dunno what's the truth, what's not the truth. i'm confused whether it's real or whether it's onli an imagination of mine. i dunno whether i should care anymore. hai.
the higher hopes are, the greater the disappointment.
anw. this is really a song i love veri much. lyrics also veri meaningful. pity i dun have the mp3 version. -.- that time martin send de is muffled. lol.
you're the reason ;
5:44 PM
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
it's sad how it turned out this way. i tried to mend it back, tried to glue it back. but i cant. i really dunno how we can get back to where we were. everything i tried doesn't seem to work. pls. will someone teach me what to do. i dun wan to leave u alone. i cant bear to see this frenship wither away in front of me without doing anything.
tone changed, the past will forever remain as the past.
dun shut urself up, i'm begging you.
you're the reason ;
12:11 AM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
went out wif jh todae. had some sort of arguements abt some things. but. i still remain my stand. say i'm inconsiderate or stubborn, i still think the way i'm thinking. difficult to change my thinking ba. perhaps i need time.
anw!! cls changed again!! i'm now in DBA/2A/13. and timetable changed drastically too. but i think it's the official timetable le. and think i can onli take gems on thurs morning or wed afternoon. hmm. most probably on thurs morning ba. better chance of getting in coz not many ppl wan to wake up early to take gems. lol.
you're the reason ;
10:54 PM
Monday, March 26, 2007
went back sch todae. most of juniors there dun really recognise me n chayying le. hmm. age gap. den we stayed there and listened to them prac. cello was quite ok. seeing juniors improve since our yr. den we sat there. and i almost fell asleep. hai. why?
coz last night slept at 2.30am, cant get to sleep thou i was tired. den my cruel mum woke me up at 6 to ask me go jogging wif her n dad. i would have gladly agree. IF i had enough sleep. shout till i'm awake. den they went out. hai. den i lie in my bed. trying to fall back to sleep. den gastric. nice one in the morning. den i tried to go sleep den wont feel the pain le. den suddenly saw lightning. luckily i didn't go wif my parents. lol.
den after chatting wif some juniors, came back hm. and here i am. lol. going out wif jh tomolo. hmm.. can sleep tonight? can.. at 2 something ba.
you're the reason ;
11:14 PM
Sunday, March 25, 2007
went out wif chayying, jingting n hui jia todae. laughed about some things. lol. and we had a really tiring time walking and walking ard just to find a present for chayying. lol. but in the end, we settled on a jacket. and it wasn't actually so tiring de. until when i reached home after dinner wif my family outside that i realised how tired i am. and tomolo i still going back to sch to see my juniors prac. coz syf coming le. lol. muz go there help them jia you.
and i think sas got something wrong coz i'm onli registered for 2 modules next sem. -.- hai. nothing to write abt le. i'm drained, physically and emotionally. save me.
you're the reason ;
11:49 PM
Thursday, March 22, 2007
went sch todae to submit the dip plus de thing. and there were quite a lot of ppl in the admissions office. coz got some is got something wrong wif their enrolment package. den they came to ask abt it. not i wan to eavesdrop de. is they spoke den i bu xiao xin hear it. lol. den all i did was pass the letter to the clerk den she say u can go le. lol.
on my journey to sp, saw a cute little boy which i think he is onli pri 1. he was taking the mrt alone. den he was trying to blow a balloon. lol. but i think he not enough air den he blow le breathe in his own breath den the balloon nv got inflated in the end. lol. den i think he knew i was looking at him coz after a while, he moved away and go and stand at another place. lol. am i so scary? lol.
and. sp de new system de mail is up le. so muz go and activate it. but!! dun sign into ur hotmail hor. click sign in wif a new account. lol. dun be blur like someone. LOL.
you're the reason ;
6:22 PM
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
went work yesterday. it was quite ok. at least no spillage on the guest. lol. but find that yesterday i veri lucky coz the tables that i served all drink tea and nothing else. lol. and they drink quite fast. lol. muz be that my tea is veri nice. lol. hmm. anw. the wedding was quite ok lah. the bride de gown veri nice. the colour elegant yet chic. den the video they showed. i cant watch. coz i was standing ard the back there. -.- but the backgrd music veri modern. some songs like forever love and others i forgot le. but all is nice de songs.
and at night, i didn't get a good night sleep. hai. so now my eyes are so tired. hai. wanted to go sp and submit the dip. plus de form todae. but since tomolo's work is cancelled. i shall go tomolo ba. todae can rest. =)
you're the reason ;
2:51 PM
Saturday, March 17, 2007
hai. so many things at one go. if onli drinking water is like drinking beer. if onli it really makes us drunk and help to drown our troubles. how nice. hmm. it'll all get better next time. i hope.
looking at the sky.
hoping whatever's lurking behind will never ever fall down again. not ever.
you're the reason ;
3:49 PM
Friday, March 16, 2007
lol. funny enough. after i posted abt it on my blog, she called me abt it and we talked abt it. hmm. solved? not solved?
i dunno and i'm not sure abt it. but at least i noe wat's going on.
and honestly. i dunno what to do. lol.
i dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno.
hmm. good exercise for my hand. lol.
you're the reason ;
2:41 PM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
went to take pay todae. and the uncle was like so fierce lah. i folded my voucher (which shows the amt i'm to be paid) into half den passed it to the uncle wif my pass. den the uncle say "u unfold the paper also lazy ar?" i was stunned lah. i didn't do anything wrong right. hai. the ppl there are all so strange. hai.
after that went to lib wif jh. den i borrowed 2 books. jh borrowed a chinese book which is really quite stupid. coz the intro was saying that a couple used a coin toss to decide whether they should break or stay together. so it's like really stupid to let a coin decide ur fate? lol. dunno lah. some might think otherwise but that's what i think abt it. lol.
i dunno what's happening between us. but if u ask me, honestly, i dun wan to care abt it anymore. coz it's getting tiring. instead of spilting out everything, i have to find out myself. when i find out myself, i dun dare ask or say anything coz that's ME. if u dun tell me the truth, perhaps first time i'll ask, second time i'll still ask. but third time, sorry but i'm giving up asking. but truthfully, i dun wan ur relation to be soured because of this. so, tell me what happened. and let's solve it.
first time when it happened, u told us to ask u if anything was wrong.
second time it happened, u said u would tell us if anything was wrong.
third time, i'm asking u what's wrong.
it's up to u.
anw. i received the letter which allowed me to take up the diploma plus in business psychology. but i still considering. hmm..
you're the reason ;
9:08 PM
hmm. went out yesterday and watched music and lyrics. the show was quite nice lah. a comedy love story. haha. and some of the scenes really veri funny. others veri touching. esp the last part where the guy actually played piano for the gal. lol. so touching~~ anw. suitable for those who love comedy but at the same time wan to watch a romance movie.
going out later wif jh and mel to take pay. hmm. supposed to work todae de. but suddenly, it was cancelled. lol. and stupid junwei. stop saying my hand is short ok. urs shorter. lol.
you're the reason ;
11:38 AM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
didn't have a veri good night sleep last night. laid in my bed at 1.30 am. and tried to go sleep. den at 2am. i wanted to get up and drink medicine so that i can turn drowsy and go sleep. lol. but. too lazy to get up. so i lay there till i slept. den when i did fall into sleep, i began to have weird dreams. dreamt that one place caught fire and i was like somewhere near the place. lol.
i wished i didn't have to bother abt it. but, oh well. forget it. wishes are forever wishes. they are just things that wont come true.
you're the reason ;
5:00 PM
Monday, March 12, 2007
yesterday was the first day of work. and oh well. dun wan to talk abt what happen. just let me forget everything. as usual, if u wan to noe what happen, u noe whose blog to read right. lol. hmm. have to go work this thurs as well. hope nothing bad happens. lol. and jinhong, u better dun do anything stupid coz of me ok. i'll feel guilty de lor. like u wanted to leave if i left. lol. touched. but. dun do it lah. it's not worth it. =)
anw. we can find out our cls for next yr by going sas and clicking on the NYAA de tab. coz inside got ur particulars including those for next yr de. so go check it out. lol. and to mel and wx, i'm in 2A 07. lol. one level up frm dba 07. -.-
you're the reason ;
12:47 PM
Saturday, March 10, 2007
my black skirt is finally found. thanks to my mum. she actually found a black skirt in my cupboard. den got designs by the side. but she say can unthread de. so she helped me unthread. and TADA!. the black skirt came abt. haha.
had a sis-bro talk wif my bro while having lunch. lol. and i found out a big secret abt him. lol. so funny. hmm. going to start work tomolo. hope everything goes well. =)
oh ya. and i got into marketing le!! lol.
you're the reason ;
2:22 PM
Friday, March 09, 2007
i still cant find my black skirt and i need it this sun!! hai. mayb going wif my mum tomolo see have anot. lol. i'm so tired todae. lol. was woke up by mel's constant smsing. i wanted to ignore u de leh. but u sms so many times!! almost smashed my phone. but thanks anw. for asking whether i wanted the black skirt. but it was too early in the morning le lah. lazy to go. lol.
i'm so tired now i think i might fall asleep in front of the com. at anytime. lol. so if u talk to me i nv respond means i've fallen asleep in front of the com. le. lol. nothing much to blog abt todae. lol.
you're the reason ;
9:23 PM
Thursday, March 08, 2007
tired. hmm. went out wif mel todae. went to find our black skirts which we would be needing it on sun. but. still cant find. -.- but nvm. tomolo i going out wif yiai (pri. sch fren) so mayb try to find it tomolo. eh. no. is MUZ find it tomolo. lol.
anw. me and mel went to chong pang see got sell mah. and i woke up early!! lol. slept at 2am yesterday. hai. oh. den found out that got sell but is left one piece onli. so we forget it. den we took a bus down to amk hub. den found our shoes there. jinhong came to meet us too, after her job. den after that we walked ard the whole of amk central to find our pathetic skirts. den DUN HAVE. hmm. we sort of gave up. lol. den jinhong say wan to go city hall take pay so we went there wif her so that we can be familiar wif the place. den next time can noe where to go when we work. den we went thru the employee entrance. so scary. lol. a lot of stairs and a traffic light, hor mel? lol. den we laughed a lot there lah. so paiseh. everyone looking at us. lol. i forgot wat we laughing abt le. lol.
hmm. den we went back le. veri tired. we walked round raffles to find see have anot. den hai. still cant find. den we came back yishun. jh was saying mayb my hse downstairs have. so me and mel went to see. DUN HAVE. den we went backl northpoint find. not successful. den i walked back again. tired.
it's nice to laugh together again. =) whole heartedly.
you're the reason ;
9:45 PM
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
enough of emo-ing. lol. let's see what i've done todae ba.
went wif chow xuan to appeal todae and the person at sp was like saying that it doesn't matter whether it's appeal from home using online or go there to appeal online. i was like -.- and she veri li hai lor. made me wait for her like almost half an hour. coz when i smsed her, she told me she just woke up. so i sat at jurong east and waited.
den after the appeal, went to orchard. she suggested watching movie. so i agreed lo. den we watch "The Pursuit of Happyness". and it's really a veri nice show. touching. and while watching it, i laughed, cried from the bottom of my heart. really touching. mayb the events which happened not veri drama. but it's the effect which is so touching. esp. when Will Smith (the father) finally found a job and the tears were like in his eyes. omg. it's so touching lah!! lol. and when he cried, it was so so sad. really a nice show. recommended for those who like to watch simple yet touching show. but the thing which touched me most is it's based on a true story.
and there was a phrase in the movie which i remembered. the dad was saying. "since happyness have to be pursuit, it means that we might pursuit happyness all our life but still not get the happyness we want." how true. how cruel. how pathetic. hope everyone will never be in the state of not getting happyness. =)
some pictures.
dad and son
nice show.
you're the reason ;
11:31 PM
perhaps i didn't cherish enough that led to this.
perhaps it would have been fine if i had just asked everything out.
perhaps. what's the use of this word. same meaning as "if". things happen le den we still say if if.. no use.
to mel- no need for sorry lah. what matters most is that we're still frens. and we'll remain this way for life de wor. and i'm really really really really sorry that i couldn't come to ur celebration. sorry. thou that's ur greatest wish. sorry. =(
to jinhong- dun be sad abt ur results le lah. u sad i'll also be sad de leh. coz u're my fren mah. so. dun give up on urself. and u can do it de. jia you. and got anything can come find me de. no matter how busy, i'll make a space for you..
to weixin- hmm. stay cheerful hor. and thou we dun really noe ur probs, but if there's anything, u can still come find me de. i'll be there for u ya? =) take care.
to kaiyin- always the mysterious one. lol. sometimes, it's good to let everything out. so if really got anything that u wan to tell me, i'll listen carefully de. i wont crack jokes de. really.
to junwei mei- thanks for cheering me up when i was down. u really helped a lot. thanks sista. =) and dun forget what'll we'll do if we both sad ar. lol.
to jams- thanks for everything. really. thanks for all the laughter that all of u have given to me this yr. thou we might have disagreements but i'm still glad that i got to noe every one of u. next yr diff. cls le muz take care wor. and if got anything, remember there's someone called linghui who'll help u share ur probs. so feel free to approach me. =) and. i'm really sorry that we could not tell out our probs to each other readily. as in mayb one of us will tell the other but not to all the rest. but. no matter wad. i'm still glad to noe all of u. and really muz take care hor. we muz still meet up even if we diff. classes. coz i'm sure i'll be missing everyone of u out there. love ya all!!
to dba 07- thou we might be in different cls next yr, but memories of this cls are so sweet thati'll keep it in a special portion in my heart, labelled as permanent. =)
you're the reason ;
10:43 PM
well well well, the wait has finally been over and i noe my results le!! and i'm really really satisfied wif it!! LOL. so happy now that i'm smiling as i type. lol. anw. these are my results. i'll interpret for u all the module names all that ba.
pls dun think i'm trying to show off. =)
ITAB- A
PACC- A
ECONS- Dist. (yea! worked so hard. finally.)
STATS- Dist.
IDEAS- B
MOB- B+
CRS- C+ (well, at least i didn't fail. lol)
GEM-genes&u- A (OMG)
semester gpa: 3.784
cumulative gpa: 3.72
hmm. that's abt it. and my most satisfied de are econs, stats and genes & u. =)) hmm. anw. i also wan to noe ur results!! so JAMS, tell me ur results hor. =) hai. later still have to acc. my junior go appeal. but since she say her fren called and they say chances of getting in by going there to appeal is greater, den i'll acc her ba. hai. dunno where can u find such a nice senior. LOL. self praise.
thank you for everything everything.
you're the reason ;
8:34 AM
Monday, March 05, 2007
went out wif jinhong todae. wanted to find a black skirt for the waitress de job but cant find. -.- but luckily found yiqi de bdae present. so i can give it to her this fri. me and jh walked all the way frm chinatown to doby ghaut. lol. far walk but it's really peaceful as we walk by fort canning. the rest details if u wan to noe, go read jh blog ba. she should have write.
tired, confused, sad.
you're the reason ;
9:14 PM
i was bored. lol. so there u go.
| You Are a Soy Latte |
Yeah, you've got a bit of that healthy hippie thing going on
But you're more Kate Hudson urban bohemian than Phish groupie
You're worldly and well traveled.. and you know where to get the best coffee in town.
All your experience makes you a compassionate person - and a caring girlfriend. |
dunno whether true anot. lol. thou i dun drink coffee.
| You are a Lavender Rose |
You represent love at first sight and enchantment.
Your vibe: intense and intriguing
Falling in love with you is: deep and meaningful |
| You are Flat Sandals |
Casual yet flirty
You look great in a simple top and jeans
Your look is approchable and cute! |
lol.
you're the reason ;
12:01 AM
Sunday, March 04, 2007
just got back from chalet. lol. it's more like a family gathering ba. and omg. it's boring there. hai. tot i would be able to come back ard noon. but den. i came back onli now. lol. and i slept on the floor last night coz no space to sleep le. lol. and i slept at 4am. jinhong smsed me at 4.14am. should have called me mah. den can talk to me coz it's so boring over there. think the onli one who enjoys the most is my bro. hai.
oh ya. speaking of my bro. on sat, i actually spent 2 hrs stoning wif him at the swimming pol coz of his swimming lessons. lol. i wan quickly start work lah. it's so boring at home!! den at the pool, saw this ultra thin kid. it's like his bones are like thinner than those kind of swimming pool de "rod". lol. u noe what i mean. lol. and he was shivering when he came out of the pool. so poor thing lah. he was sitted beside me. wanted to ask his dad what kind of diet he gave his son so that i can copy his method and slim down. LOL.
you're the reason ;
10:01 PM
Thursday, March 01, 2007
hmm. went out todae to sakae sushi for teatime buffet. and eat till can really vomit out. wanted to vomit out le and the mayonaise inside the soft shell crab was the last straw. lol. just taste a bit of the mayo. and can vomit le. that's why i dun like mayo. hmm.
minting so funny. ask me whether wu zun or da dong better. LOL. i think i better not say the ans here. later get boxed by wx and ky. lol. onli minting and me noe the ans hor? lol. hmm. lol. my bro funny. my dad was like shouting out his fren's name over the phone (fren is called sheng). den my bro tot he calling him coz my bro name also have "sheng". lol. funny.
hmm. nowadays cant get my spirits up leh. hai. dunno what's happening. junwei m_i, ur method no use leh. lol. hai.. tell myself not to think abt it. but no choice. coz u're my fren. save me.
you're the reason ;
9:38 PM
nice show.