Thursday, May 31, 2007
what's wrong with my head?
what's wrong with my gastric?
what's wrong with everything in this world?
tired. woke upn early this morning to go bai-bai. den came home and had to do the last bit of uccd report. tomolo muz hand in le. hai. meeting mel early in sch tomolo to finalise and tie up the loose knots. and we have to print like 62 pages? for the whole of report and appendices. wonder how the sch printer can stand it tomolo. lol.
time really pass veri fast, about 1 week ++ from now and we'll be having hols le. it's passing so fast it's scary.
you're the reason ;
10:13 PM
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there..
lyrics for the veri touching song- "Would You Be There".
now, this songs takes over "The Way You Look At Me". lol. coz this is one song i believe will touch a lot of ppl to tears if one listens to it in a bad mood. lol.
would you be there? yes, i will.
you're the reason ;
11:30 PM
hmm. i'm in sch now. and super tired coz i slept at 1am something and woke up at 6am. lol. and my eyes are so pain and itchy. tears coming out also. =( or i'm crying without me knowing myself. lol. and i'm wondering how i'm going to survive thru the fma test. hai. but muz be optimistic (taught in psycho yesterday). lol. but it didn't teach us how to be optimistic when ppl are tired. -.-
after todae, there'll be lesser things to do le. but. it's still a long day and there's a long way to go. hai. i think i got mosquito bites in my eyes. so pain and itchy. lol. off to do my rwps le. it's writing report AGAIN. reminds me of my uccd report, which is unfinished. =S
you're the reason ;
8:13 AM
Saturday, May 26, 2007
suddenly it dawned on me that there are a lot of things to do. actually it's been in my mind that there are a lot of things to do. but i just didn't want to think about it. but now, it's inevitable not to think about it coz there's so many things left undone.
1. ssm elearning report
2. mr elearning report
3. ssm grp report
4. uccd report
5. psycho debate report
parallel headings, eh? reports reports reports. hai.
and next week's schedule is so tight. see le i feel like fainting also.
Mon
- hand in ssm grp report
- study for fma
- psycho cls
- rwps test
Tues
- ssm presentation
- fma ca1
- ssm elearning report
Wed- workshop frm 3-5
Thurs- public hols but.. DBA 2A 13 outing
Fri
- hand in uccd report
- mr elearning report
i hate next week de mon and tues. think no need sleep le. mon come back muz prepare for presentation and fma test. and there's no time to study on tues coz onli got one hour break. hai. save me before i kill myself. =(
and to think i'm telling ppl to take it easy. lol. normally, what u say to others is difficult to apply it on urself. how true.
hai. hope nothing bad crops up again. coz i'm almost off the limits. going off to do my revision on rwps le.
you're the reason ;
5:33 PM
Thursday, May 24, 2007
went to do project wif mel todae. and the most interesting thing happened when we went pastamania for our lunch. lol. stupid idiot mel was deciding whether she wans to order the soup when the cashier has finished taking our order and we paid up. so while waiting, me and the cashier were looking at each other and suddenly, i blurted out "she's veri strange, right?", the she referring to mel. lol. and the cashier nodded her head lor. really ok. lol. nice cashier. friendly gal.
anw. weixin, the photos veri blur leh. how?
supposed to find info abt Christianity de. but. i find till i going mad le. think after i finish my uccd, i'm going to noe Christianity more than my own religion. lol. pathetic. hope everything can be done up by tomolo ba. we changing venues. going to sch to do coz got enough com. to use there. lol.
hmm. suddenly find that i'm useless. lol. everytime this happens, and i'll be blaming myself for it. when will it stop?!! i doubt it will. everytime someone's not in a cheery mood, i really dunno what to do. dunno how to make the person smile. dunno how to make that person happy again. but when it's me being unhappy, success cheer-up is guaranteed by you.
reflect gal. seriously. reflect on yourself. hai.
off to sleep. cant do things when i'm so messed up now. >.<
you're the reason ;
10:57 PM
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
revised fma this morning. and did tutorial 6 coz i reckon there was not much time to do next week. with rwps test slamming right in my face the very first day sch starts.
den after that, the very next day, it's ssm presentation and fma test.
and the veri nice thing is that, my lesson ends at 8.30 on mon. how am i going to study fma?!!
hai. once sch reopens, i can see that it's going to be a veri veri busy week. *.*
so i muz TRY to enjoy the free time during this week ba. thou there's not much. hmm. tomolo going to TRY to do finish ssm report, presentation and uccd report wif mel. think i'm going to spend the whole day wif her. -.- lol.
anyway, abt the qns i asked u all to think abt, actually there's no right or wrong answers. but the closest ans should be weixin's de ba. lol. yuan lai, weixin understands me so much. lol. going to check on the elearning thing den got to go off to revise my uccd which i seriously dun understand a bit since the lecturer began teaching. -.-
you're the reason ;
4:08 PM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
went to sch just now to discuss the debate thingy. and after lisiting the main points all that, we went home and each of us is to elaborate on the points assigned to us. lol. guess what's mine? lol. i'm doing conclusion. lol.
anw. came home. didn't expect the debate thing to last so short. den continued wif my elearning for uccd. and i can swear, beside rwps, uccd's learning took most of my time. not onli there were a lot of things to do, but all need thinking de. and the quiz is single attempt onli. -.- so i was flipping thru the notes, trying to find the ans. lol.
even if i were to lie to everyone in this whole wide world, you'll be the onli one whom i wont lie to, i promise.
ask me to make a decision between elearning and schooling, i'll choose schooling ba. lol. at least i get to see ppl i miss. hmm. but next week sch reopen is rwps test. and i still dunno whether there's a difference between intext citation and direct quotation. and if we paraphrase, do we need to put down the source of info.?
and here's something for all of you out there to ponder abt.
in this world, we all hate ppl who can read our minds, coz nothing can be hidden from them anymore. but there's one type of ppl who wish so hard that their minds can be read by some particular person. who is this type of ppl? and who's the particular person?
ah ha. got u all stumped? lol. tag me ur views. lol.
you're the reason ;
3:11 PM
Sunday, May 20, 2007
went to the church todae and the ppl there really veri friendly wor. then after that went to find salesppl to observe. details shall be saved in my brain coz my hands are just too lazy to type out.
had a nightmare yesterday and it was so true and real that i actually woke up and the first thing i checked was whether it was real anot. told mel abt it and well, it was really a nightmare. found out that weixin watched 200 pounds of beauty on youtube. lol. i watched it few days ago too and the last part was so sad and touching. hai. the more i listen to the song, the more sad it gets.
forgotten the feeling of being happy le,
forgot how to smile and laugh like before.
someone, teach me how to smile pls.
i dun wan to become elmo.
you're the reason ;
7:24 PM
Friday, May 18, 2007
going to rain soon le coz i hear the thunder. lol. and my back's aching. why? i also dunno. think is coz i'm old le. going to rain den my back aches. lol.
this morning saw a security guard helping a blind man up the mrt. and the security guard wanted me to help the man too, i think. he asked me where i'm alighting. i say dover den the blind man kept saying ''it's ok. i noe the way.'' awww. den after that, the train come le den i didn't board coz i was waiting for mel. den the guard was like u not going to board? den i say i waiting for my fren. den the blind man went up the train alone. luckily got ppl on the train help him.
den dunno why but i suddenly started feeling veri pitiful for those unfortunate ppl, whether it's those handicapped or those poor children who are unable to live wif their parents. den i'll think abt the time when we bid goodbye to the children from the ___ home. den boils down to two words. so sad. so thruout the whole day, not that i'm in a bad mood lah. just that i cant get high ba. not in the mood to get high also. and it's not mood swing, dear weixin and mel. lol.
hmm. sometimes these little little things in life makes me realise that we are all so fortunate.
at the very least, we are not lacking what others are so desperately in need of.
at the very least, we have a roof over our heads.
at the very least, we are able to laugh and cry and experience all kinds of emotions.
at the very least, we have our loved ones beside us.
so ppl. cherish what u have.
dun wait for it to disappear den u start to grab it back. it's not going to come back.
cherish everyone ard u, one day, u'll nv noe, they might be gone forever.
you're the reason ;
11:31 PM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
hmm. details of the camp i'm too lazy to blog abt it le lah. and i', sure u all wont want to read long post right. lol. anw. todae was my first going-home-early day. met up wif my sis who made me wait for one hr at causeway point. she's the onli person who can make me wait that long. lol. den after that, walked around. den my sis made me lose face!! lol. so i took my revenge. she walking walking den there was someone in front of her but she looking back at me den i didn't tell her there was someone in front. den she banged into the person. lol. was laughing at her. wah. she's really noisy when she's beside me. kept saying i walk veri slow and all that. -.-
nothing really happened todae.
weixin! stop getting so stressed up. got anything can tell me. i'll listen to you quietly de.
next week's elearning week le. so fast. a lot of things to do next week!! suddenly all projects are due right after elearning. lol. have to rush out reports.
things to be done:
1. SSM report.
2. UCCD report
3. prepare for psycho. debate
and all the elearning stuff. sian.
tests due:
1. rwps right after elearning wk de mon.
2. fma on tues.
tomolo going sch at 10 when lessons start at 12. why? to accompany melissa wong lor. lol. see i'm such a nice fren. lol. i'm looking forward to elearning week. coz no need to wake up early. BUT a lot of projects have to be done. hai.
you're the reason ;
10:46 PM
Monday, May 14, 2007
came back from camp yesterday. details concerning the camp will be posted in another time ba. lol. i'm so tired now. feeling drowsy. lol.
having lab lessons. lol. going to sleep in front of the com. le. pls slap me awake somebody.
you're the reason ;
9:15 AM
Thursday, May 10, 2007
hmm. todae's thurs. time passed so quickly todae. lol. and todae lecturers all veri good wor. ssm was funny coz of something the lecturer said. but i forgot what he said le. hmm. so think it was a laugh-and-forgot thing. lol. den he let us off early. den after that is MR, also let us off few min early. lol. a lot ppl ponned MR todae. coz there were a lot of empty seats. and alice tang was asking why so many ppl not here. lol.
going for camp tomolo le. so i'll not be updating unless got ppl can lend me use their laptops. lol. which is impossible. so.. dun miss me too much hor. lol. i'll be back on sunday de. lol. went home wif mel and kaiyin todae. veri rare got chance to go home wif them. den mel was saying she veri long nv go home wif me le. shows how much she misses me wor. lol. den kaiyin was saying why the train trip so fast. lol. i noe she also miss spending time wif me too. lol. just that they dun wan admit onli. lol.
tomolo got gems. hope no need to record my voice. which now still sounds a bit horrible. lol. that's why i hate sore throats. -.- well. nothing more to say le. hope the camp will really be a fun one. and a success also. thou it was not veri organised. lol.
everyone, take care and drink loads of water coz a lot ppl falling sick nowadays le. =)
you're the reason ;
10:52 PM
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
and i lost my voice again. lol. strange thing is mel also sore throat as me, but two days passed and her voice is still intact. but mine.. dun wan comment. those who heard me should noe how my voice sounds now. lol. talked to junwei todae and he was like ''you lost ur voice again?'' lol. den willie was asking a qns, no one ans her so i answered her. and she went ''what happened to ur voice?'' lol.
hmm. have to rush thru my tutorials for next week by fri. coz got the camp. -.- let's see what i have to do by this week:
1. MR tutorial by this thurs.
2. RWPS research by fri.
3. QA inventory muz finish all coz he finished teaching todae.
4. FMA tutorial. -.-
anw. was veri tired todae. was not paying much attention during qanl lecture. and the teacher was rushing thru the whole thing. -.- almost fell asleep in all lessons EXCEPT for uccd coz ronald was simply too funny. lol.
you're the reason ;
11:15 PM
Saturday, May 05, 2007
so many things to do nowadays. i feel like everything's in a real mess now. tutorials left undone coz i dunno how to do. projects coming up. wsc de things to be settled. before i could get something done and over wif, some undone things just interrupt into my progress of settling things. i hate that. makes things more confusing and reminds me that things are not yet done. -.-
hai. stayed up till 2 yesterday to do the stupid uccd tutorial. lol. anyhow crapped. and i think all wrong answers ba. lol. but at least i tried to do it. but i didn't manage to finish the tutorial. woke up this morning continued crapping. den i continued wif QA. and i'm seriously confused by the decision trees lah. onli hear before family tree, as for decision tree.. confusing!! lol. nothing to blog abt le. just that it's veri tiring next week. got camp. lol. how i going to finish tutorials with al those camps?!!
you're the reason ;
1:16 PM
Friday, May 04, 2007
hmm. saw this few lines of words on my fren's blog. found it to be quite meaningful and poetic.
there goes:
香烟爱上火柴就注定被伤害..
不要轻易说爱, 许下的承诺就是欠下的债.
其实有一种爱情叫做放弃.. 风筝一辈子只会为一根线冒险..
在爱情世界里, 没有谁对不起谁, 只有谁不懂珍惜谁..
遇到了真爱就不要轻易说离开.. 要记得抓紧爱情, 而不是抓伤彼此的感情.. 不要忘了真爱难寻
you're the reason ;
12:10 AM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
went to yong-en centre todae wif joanne, jinhong and liming. and it was actually quite sad, i think. looking at the home, thinking abt the sick elderly who stay there during the day. muz be veri lonely there. hai. so ke lian. hmm. and i was trying to get ppl to join in the flag day for yong-en thru msn just now. and guess what a gal said. she says she wan to do something different. but. it doesn't matter whether it's something diff. or common like flag day right. all it matters is it serves the same purpose of helping ppl right. if wan something diff, go join adventure clubs all that lah. -.-
hmm. wat else happened todae... nothing much actually. lol. just that, jinhong ah jinhong, i really cant advise u le ba. onli u can help urself, onli u noe what to do. even if i tell u what to do, will u really listen to wat i say? are u sure ur stubborness wont take over? and it's not giving up, it's just that i really dunno what to say le. but, anything happens, u can be sure my shoulders are always here for you. i'm not giving up on u ok.. it's just that i'm giving up on trying to give u advice. based on ur character, till now, u wont listen to whatever i say ba. lol.
you're the reason ;
11:07 PM
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
todae was a tiring day. -.- had lessons till 8.30. totally drained of any high-ness i would have felt. lol. actually me, weixin and mel were like reaching low point at the end of the fma makeup tutorial le. lol. den we still have to experience fma lecture by the SAME teacher. by the end of lecture, we're at our lowest point ever.
and i seriously didn't feel like talking to any of the psycho cls de ppl. and xueshi was not there coz she was sick. so.. no choice but to force myself to speak a bit. lol. dun really feel like talking. den after that went home le. lol.
oh ya. forgot to congrats you on ur grading results wor. lol.
so.. CONGRATULATIONS!!!! all ur efforts really paid off. =)
but. muz also take care of ur body and dun fall sick hor. lol.
oh no.. i'm having serious typo error. lol. becoming blur le. think i better go sleep le ba.
you're the reason ;
12:16 AM
