ahh. it's going 1.30am liao. lol. tired~ coz i woke up super early this morning to go to temple bai bai den after that, came home took a short nap and went out for survey. and me, wenying and melvin spent almost like 6 hours trying to cover whatever we can. and the conclusion at the end of the day? that MOST people love to run away before u speak anything to them, but some still will listen to you. also, a quite popular excuse is that "i'm rushing off. so sorry." and when they walk away, u turn ard to look at them, u'll find that they still taking their own sweet time to walk. so much for bring in a rush huh. lie also muz be convincing a bit ma. =X lol.

things are just going sooo wrong nowadays. hai. but i shall press on. and i just realised that life can be said to be like the process of ironing clothes. in this case, u're the iron and the creases on the clothes are the obstacles that we face in everyday life. and so, i shall be like the iron to press on and iron each and every one of my creases flat and straight.

hmm. but it's perhaps best not to think abt anything now and focus on MST. if not, i dunno what will my mum say if my results are not what she expected. she'll surely be able to channel the blame to someone else. -.- and i dun wan her to do that.

it's a greyish month--oct. i hope nov will be better.

and i just to announce something!





























i'm tired and going to sleep le. lol.

can someone tell me how to solve this whole thing? i dunno what to do anymore. i can feel like i'm standing on a small piece of land. one more blow and i'm breaking into pieces.

anw. went out with the gals (mel, wx n ky) on fri. thanks for accompanying me til my psycho lesson starts. really appreciate that. =) but veri soon my fri's break going to be occupied by projects and the rushing of reports is starting all over again. hate it but no choice sia. hmm. went for lunch with the gals on fri and we took like forever before deciding what to eat. lol. that's what happen when u let 4 gals, who will say they're fine with eating anything, decide what to hav for lunch. lol. and mel, i think we took more than an hour to decide ba. we started thinking abt it during lecture le leh, remember? lol.

went for psycho after that and i almost fell asleep watching the video. so sian la, the video. lol. and i was not the onli one falling asleep! den played games. and one of the games was "turn over a new leaf" where we had to try and flip over a piece of small cloth with 8 ppl standing on it. we played with wsc de members during the treasure hunt and i can understand why they're complaining liao le. coz it's so freaking hard. lol. in the end, we didn't manage to flip over. lol. but while trying, all of us were like piggybacking each other and all that. so stupid la.

i'm going to be out of this mess and revert to my old wonderful life soon. real soon. or am i lying to myself. save me.

first and foremost: HAPPY 6 MONTHS!! =) 6 months, say long not long, say short not short (direct translation) lol. but it has been the happiest half year that i've spent. =)

back to life. wah. my arms are breaking liao. i think is coz i pulled it when playing lao ying zhua xiao ji ytd during psycho. u might think it's nothing violent or what. BUT. it was a violent game la. and we had to hold on to each other's shoulders real hard if not we would break the line and hav to get penalised. and coz our grp forfeit once le so cant forfeit liao. den ppl were trying to catch us and we were practically being flinged off each other's shoulders. so had to hold on tightly. and coz of that, i think i kinda pulled my arm. pain~

had psycho lesson todae and i realised it's really taking a toll on me. was super tired while walking back to sch for lesson lah. den went clubhouse for a while coz it was still an hour before my lesson starts. and luckily there was no one in the clubhouse so i can enjoy the peace there. lol. tried sleeping on the table but the table was too low le. not comfortable enough. =X

and i think it's coz i haven gotten used to staying back so late on fri for lesson, that's why i so tired. mon de lesson ok leh, not that tired. lol. qi guai. anw. we played games todae. lol. and matthew's group game was tiring la. got one round was hens & chicks. and had to run around. lol. so scary. and i hurt my toe. banged it against someone's shoes while running around. and we had to form the longest line using the things we had with us there and then. and i even used my earrings la. LOL. but it was a fun lesson and interesting as well.

and thru todae's psycho cls, it jolted me with a startling fact that life can be unfair. well, perhaps u might exclaim loudly that it's a long established fact! but i seriously used to think that life can be fair. mayb i was trying to run away from the ugly side of life ba. lol. but todae's lesson brought me back to reality. and after a small reflection, i come to the conclusion that life, perhaps, is really unfair.

some people who do good things live the life they dun wan.
some people who do evil things are living well.
some people suffer the consequences of those mistakes made by others.
some people just leave this world without a chance to say a simple "bye" to their loved ones.
some people are blessed with nice people ard them while others are simply faced with fake ppl ard them.

hmm. honestly, life's quite unfair huh? lol. i dun like it. lol. but we still got to live it ba. since we cant change the way life is, we can mayb try to change ourselves to adapt to life. afterall, we've got to live it whether we like it or not.

mr ng also mentioned that life's unpredictable as well. this one, i agree! lol. life can be really unpredictable and perhaps at this min or second i'm typing this post, someone might have something drastic happening in their life. who noes the future? no one. so we can only make the best use of the present to do the things we really want coz life's changing every now and then.

wah. long post todae. lol. sian. i'm currently on a low emotions level coz i just used up all of my emotions on myself. so dun expect me to be super duper understanding now. pls pardon me, coz i had a tiring day...

and after todae, it's ecm & pscm projects coming my way~

hmm. had meeting todae and found out that joseph also has his serious de side. lol. in fact, he was paying so much attention to the meeting todae la. lol. the more i thought abt fri and sat, the more sian i become. i seriously need a morning call on sat. lol. i dun think i can wake up in time la. esp fri got psycho. @.@

came home todae and suddenly, my aunt said she wan to come to our house. so, my mum had to quickly pack things and i was supposed to help her do so thou i was really tired. and she went "linghui ah! help me...." whenever she needs me to do things for her and i think she shouted out my name at least 10 times in 1hr ba. -.- so i'm really sensitive to my own name now. so unless u're calling in a normal tone and not in a loud tone, pls dun call out my name. lol. i even told my mum to not to shout my name anymore if not i wont help her. lol. and if u think she listened to me, u're wrong! she still carried on calling la. and i was super angry wif my name suddenly. lol.

tomolo still got meeting to prepare games de stuff. sian. den after that is FRI. lol.